As I sit healing from a huge emotionally charged surgery, I am contemplating the perfection of everything. The pain, suffering, evolutionary changes, beauty, joy, laughter, sadness, depression, anxiety, peace of life is all normal. We all go through some level of intense challenge several times through this life. Also, there are cycles and there is order to our chaos.
How can we master the changes of life? In my opinion, it is through consulting our birth chart that we learn about the karma we are here to overcome. In understanding this, we are no longer at the mercy of the storm, but given a ship to sail the seas of change and a bit of a compass.
Life, even so, has many surprises. We do not get out of this alive. I personally suffer from suicidal ideation as a back door coping mechanism to my life of painful traumas. But I still chose to have the infection in my jaw removed. I could have waited and let it get to my brain. I decided I wanted to live longer. What a strange realization. All the times that I have wanted to escape life, then choosing to extend it with a surgery. I am mystified by the deep unconscious desire to survive. I do hope that this extension of life is meaningful and filled with sharing the wisdoms gained with all those who find me!
I feel sometimes like I am a Who on Horton's dandelion flower. "I am here, I am Here!" I shout to the world. And some of you hear me. It is lovely. Much love to you!!!! So blessed to be traveling on the earth with you. I do hope that you are becoming conscious of your journey and get to steer your ship with as much grace as possible.
If you ever need some help deciphering your personalized user manual, please consider an astrology reading with me!
Blessings and much love 🦋
